I've been going through the motions as of late,
I'm...fearful, so much more cautious, maybe that's good, everything is hard or scary.
May 7th was just supposed to be an ordinary day; just like today, but that was the day life changed forever for a lot of people, and the world just wont be the same. Sometimes it just gets a bit much, a bit scary, that today could be the day; or tomorrow, it's not in our hands.
The days have quite literally been a blur, and I've been quite content to be in my own cocoon, sleeping, eating...more eating, you know.
I had a horrible thought this morning, that maybe by not blogging any more I would eliminate another element; no more blogging guilt (you know, because I haven't blogged for nine days) and obsessive laptop-ing.
But then it occurred to me just how much I love it; I like knowing that other people like my words (Maybe not today) that maybe; just maybe I cheer someone up occasionally.
But that was just a fleeting thought, brought on partially by stress that my camera cable isn't working, I love words and writing too much, this past week for example I have been trying to figure out whether there will ever be a place for the word usurp in a sentence in my tongue?
any suggestions? I love that word.
If your wondering I just read The lady Elizabeth, by Alison Weir, it was fantastic, I loved the language.
A post more for my own peace of mind, I fear it's running from me;
any suggestions for the use of the word usurp please leave below,
until next time my sweetest of sweethearts,